Feeling unwanted. It honestly sucks to feel like no one truly cares about you.  I feel like if i died or just dropped off the face of the earth no one would care.  I mean i’m not saying that people would be rejoicing but I do believe that they would be like “wait Drew died? Hmm oh well” Sometimes I just pray that God take me to Heaven, it’d be heck of a lot better than being here and unwanted.  At least I know God wants me when I return to him in Heaven… But goodbye for now. I think it might be time to curl up into a ball and roll myself into a hole and die.